I am unashamed to say that every love was my biggest.
That is to say;
No one else mattered when I was yours,
I hadn’t even noticed that we weren’t the only ones.
There are only one-and-only moments…
So I made the best of ours and then carefully stashed them away in my garage
full of “special memories”.
At midnight you walked into my room,
your eyes were a river source,
your hands – what propel earthquakes.
You stretched out your arms towards the stars on my face
and I wished I could wipe the honesty off your eyes – it cannot be unseen;
the deep breath in my ear will not go unheard and
the pulse between my thighs is feeling itself so bad
I imagined you proving it wrong with your mouth.
There is a plum in my throat and you are kissing her.
This pulse between my thighs turns into
an accidental spray of chili-pepper juice behind my eyes;
and you tell me she has enough milk to heal all of the blind.
I’d rather go meet Morpheus in the darkness and remain there.
I’d rather not hear that you know I know how to love you best of all.
I’d rather go blind than to have seen that truth behind your longing stare.
After you walked into my room; the ball and chain off my heart finally broke the link with their weight, and I am willing to praise you for this act of grace.
Come save me while you break her heart,
Come heal me while she bleeds all out,
Come kiss me while she’s turning blue,
Let past death birth our future.
Let’s be the only ones
Let’s have our one-and-only moments…
Let’s play them on repeat, press record, produce and own them.
The road to awe…
Be the journey I would choose even if I had a million tries…
I am unashamed to say that;
Every love was my biggest one.